Heyyo Nas. I'm talking to myself. No one knows the existence of this blog bcs this is like a diary for me.

Often I think of my mistakes in the past. The thoughts lingering in my mind and I started to ask myself all the 'what if' questions. I am in the journey to accept all my past and make peace with my mistakes. Hang in there, Nas! You can do it!

I should give myself more time. It is only 5 months since I left them. Lets give yourself more time. It's gonna take time because somehow they were part of your life in KL. Being alone and trying to move on is not easy thing to do. You are doing well. You should be proud with yourself. 

It's hard. Incredibly hard.

But hey, looking back, I've went through the miserable moments and now look at me. I'm at peace. No heartbreaks, no misery. Just me and my study. Which is not the biggest problem in my life. You went through real shits for the past two years.

You gonna be great! Just take some times. Slowly but surely, Nas ;)