Believe and faith are two different things.

Hey guys! Aku masih hidup dan sedang kuarantin because one of my colleagues are tested positive for Covid-19. 

Btw, aku try apply SEED scholarship, exchange program dekat Canada. But the outcomes was bad. I couldn't find any supervisor in Canada. It saddens me because I really wanted to go. I applied too late so most of the lecturers already got their candidates. I reached almost 30++ lecturers but hmm macam tu lah. Sedih but aku masih tenang. I realized that I could accept when things don't work out the way I want. Alhamdulillah. I really love this positivity.

Mungkin ada hikmahnya. Yang penting aku kena percaya dan yakin dengan segala plan Allah. Zaza told me, yakin dan percaya tu dua benda yang berbeza. Percaya yang Dia dengar dan yakin yang Dia dah tentukan the best things in my life. Of course He got better plan for me and of coure I would be happy with His plans. 

I have to remind myself each day especially when I'm feeling down, that this path is my path. I would strive through it. Life would be better someday and I would achieve my dream. 

Even sedih tak dapat pergi Canada but aku percaya ada hikmah. I still got lot to learn in this journey. In terms of lab preparation, lab plans and writing. My aim is to publish 2 papers this year. I know I can do it. I will do that. 

Ganbatte ne Nasyita san!