The day when you are feeling stuck...
I'm on my 3rd semester now. Lab work is not okay. My family is not doing okay. Everything is not okay at this time and I'm trying my best to think positively. I'm trying my best to be okay. I'm stucked with my lab works, not knowing what I should do next. The loneliness in this journey is real. I don't have any labmates to discuss things or just to rant. Ya I have Zaza, I can rant on her, but it's different when we have labmates. My supervisors don't know my problems. It's my fault for not telling them but it's hard for me. I don't feel comfortable to tell them. I feel like it's hard for them to understand me. Might be because they are men and you know men are really cool for no reasons. Lol. Should I just rant everything on them or should I try my best to figure out this crazy works. Haih. The urge to give up starting to possess me. I started to think, what if I quit and just find any works. Xoxo, Sad Nash
